confidential-jia

2009-12-26T18:26:00.013+08:00

Baobei I feel tat I'm So Useless. . . =(
I had try so hard to get back the money Derrick owe you.
But I really can't do anything.
He jus wana play gangster don wan to return the money.

I wrote this here is to let you know.
~Wad he said. . .

I had been calling him since start of Dec'09
Which he promise to pay you. (Wad you said)
But he said No money wen he got money he will get back to me.
Waited for 2 weeks. No news.
I called him. Everyday he also nvr pick up.
Den I try to msg him. No reply also.
~ANGRY. Until 1 weeks later. Which is 3nd week of Dec already.
I ask Black Dog to call him for me.
Den Black Dog call me back & Said
Derrick will get back to me 2 days later.

~2 days later no news too.
3nd day I msg him. He reply say he no money.
Den I ask him wen. He say he got money he will get back to me.
~Xiong also nvr chase me until like tat.
It's becos Tat time Xiong don really need the money so he nvr chase.
Now is different. I really need the money.
Xiong not around den my 2 daughter need to eat.
I can don eat but my daughter cannot don eat. . .
You Understand.?

~Ok larr, I got money I'll get back to you larr.
I say I will return means will return.
Don always keep calling & message.

~Can you don always give me the same ans.
Wait, Wait, Wait. . .
How long you wan me to wait.
You yourself promise Xiong 1st week of Dec you will return de.
If you keep wan me to wait.
I shall ask someone else to go your place collect from you.
(Ah Mel) Cos he came to our house already.

~Nvm, you can ask ppl to come.
You wana play house I also can play with you.
I know Xiong stay where also.
You ask ppl to come my place.
I'll ask ppl to go do Xiong house also.

~Do you know tat got a guy owe him 7thousand plus.
1 month return 50 only.
I also nvr go & chase him.
Becos every month He auto transfer the money to Xiong account.

~Ok, since you say until like tat.
I'll get back to you once I got money. Ok.
But now I no money.
( Since the first time I call him until 3 weeks later )
Same Ans ~NO MONEY.

~Today 26Dec'09.
I told Ah Wei about all tat happen's. . .
He helping me to call DERRICK. =(

Ah Wei said I cannot tell him ~ ask someone to go his place
collect money from him.
Cos Derrick nvr lent money from loan shark de ma.
I cannot do tat de.

~Somemore Nobody can prove tat is You (Guo Xiong)
Said wan Ah Mel to go his place & collect the money de ma.
Cos Guo Xiong is not around now.
So who can prove tat. Nobody.
We can only ask him wen he's back.

So baobei HOW. . . ?
I really wish you're around.
Den at least you will know wad to do.
I'm so loss & dunno is there anymore tat I can do to let him return money.

~Cried becos of this. Cos I feel tat I'm so Useless.
A bit things also cannot settle by myself . . .
Wad a useless Wife you have. Hor.? =(

2009-12-14T10:49:00.009+08:00

Baobei, Do you knw I nvr celebrate tis yr bday also.
Last yr you were sick. This yr you're not around.
Can I have a Happy Bday next yr.
This yr Bday whole day at home also.
But lucky mummy wen central to buy a bday cake for me.
Aft she came back from work.
Aft my Bday, 10 Dec. Den Family go eat tgt at AMK hub again.
New york New york. But the food there not very nice.

11am ~ Until nw still haven sleep. Xiong baobei, I miss you so so much.
From today on... I'll save money to get back your Rolex watch &
your gold chain for you . . . As you told me before.
Wen you came out got nothing wit you is a very memorial thing to you.
As your wife, I won't let this happen to you again.
I'll let you knw tat you'll still have me around wen you're inside.
I'll save money for you to let you have your things & cash wit you
wen you're back.
Don worry. =)
I'll get back all the money others owe you & save it for you.
I won't spend any money tat is no need to spend de...
To let you have more money wit you wen you're back, k.?
Love you always. Hope to see you back soon. =(
I miss you badly. Have to STOP CRYING.

Mei mei had grow liaoz wor. 4mths plus liaoz. She start to
make noise her baby languages tat no one understand.
Still the same everyday kicking . . . So playful.
You play wit her she will smile at you.
Hope you can b by myside to watch her growing everyday.
I start to talk to her. So she can start to learn talking.
I'll let her knw hw to say PAPA from her first words.
So wen you're back she will knw hw to call you liao. =)

2009-12-09T09:53:00.019+08:00

Finally done with HTML on changing new blog skin.
Old blog skin cause Virus, So No choice hab to change it . . .
Today start blogging again to write down everything . . .
Becos I wana remember every single things tat you left wit me . . .

Today is My birthday wor & the 24th days you left the house . . .
16 days w/o receiving your call or msg . . .

15Nov'09 First day you left the hse & Is the last I saw you . . .
Aft packing your baggage you left the hse . . .
Heading to Adrian pasir ris hse to celebrate his Son bday . . .
9pm took bus from golden mile to Peneng . . . You started the journey.
Msg - Baobei, you tk care, k. Now on the way already on bus.
Love you always. No matter how mummy nag jus let her nag, k.
Help me tk care of our 2 lovely gals. Wen I'm not by yr side pls tk care hor.
This time if I earn $ will not like last time like tat liao.
All my $ let you keep, ok.? Muckz.

16Nov'09 afternoon Called wen find place to buy hp charger. I cried.
Msg - Dear, Don cry, k. I will come back fast, k.

17Nov'09 wen kai on his way reaching to touch up tattoo for me.
I msg him tell him. He wen to dye black his hair & cut hair.
At night we chat on fb. But his com there is too lag.
Some more is raining over his side. . .
Den he took flight off from Peneng to Netherlands . . .

18Nov'09 France - 9.13am receive his
Msg - Baobei, I reached Netherlands. Wen I reach France I call you, k.
I don dare to sleep waiting for him call. And it SGP MN 2am wait until
morning 11am.

19Nov'09 France - 10.41am receive his
Msg - Baobei, I reached paris. You tk care hor. Later I top-up
my card den call you. . .
France - 12.56pm receive his
Msg - Baobei, If you wana find me can call tis number.
Muz remember to eat huh. Tk care of yrself hor.
Miss you badly.
France - 01.11pm receive his call said here is very beautiful.
But I got no Camera wit me. Some more very cold sia.
Wind blow will fly wor. Ask him to go buy clothes fast . . .
He said later he'll go buy. Ask me not to worry.
France - 08.42pm receive his
Msg - Jus buy thing came back. Haven eat but now nthing to eat liao.
Tmr den eat. Nvm larr. You eat already.? I spend 1000+ Euro but nvr
buy alot of things. Things here very expensive. Miss you badly. Muckz.

20Nov'09 France - 10.12am receive his
Msg - I know ar. You don say I also will buy wan. (Watch)
Anyway I reached Switzerland.
France - 10.14am receive his
Msg - Not today. 2onlo den go back to France.
Later start already.
France - 05.29pm receive his
Msg - Today so unlucky wanted to go buy watches but . . .
Shit man. Nvm la. 1 thing also nvr buy . . .
France - 05.51pm receive his
Msg - Wa sister ar. Haha... Y Ivy suddenly come meet you.
I run away wor. Nw not at
Switzerland already. Ok. Help me wish Bro Happy Bday.

21Nov'09 France - 08.19pm receive his
Msg - Nw on my way back to France. I ate liao.
Hw abt u. Got eat anot? I miss you badly lehz.
I knw hw to do liao.
You muz tk care, k.? I miss my both Baobei & you very much.
France - 08.26pm receive his
Msg - You muz tk care, k.? Miss you very much.
Ask Fion to drink more water, k.? I jus take my hp to see
our photo.

22Nov'09 France - 03.29am receive his
Msg - Baobei. Miss you very much. Muckz...
Love you my dear.

2008-11-09T17:28:00.005+08:00

Start Blogging aft soo soo long..
Miss me.? =)
Fine Day, Wake up is a brand new day full of joy. =)
Everyone shd enjoy.

Had so much fun ytd wit all of you. but boring movie 007.~_~"
Such a Fullest Weekend.

Friday Sick, Vomit.. Get MC didn't wen for work..
At Nite wen movie wit Uncle Lim..
Aft tat wen for drink..
Talk abt many things.. Plan to go oversea, Bintan or batan.?
Have FUN. =) I'll Settle ICA soon.. kks.?
So to go wit d plan..

Sat Afternoon, Wake up. Brand new day.
Promise Dar to meet her..
At hm slack till evening..
Den head to point meet ferrari di & Ah Heng..
Den to Green wit both of them..
Reached, Wen to long john hav dinner..
Ping came down & join..
Take a hr in long john talking abt so many things tat had happen..
Wen I'm not around..
Ping~ Wen I'm still worry abt You..
Since like U're Alright.. Recovering Well over the relationship..
It alright Things & ppl Come & go in all ppls life..
Get Well Soon, Get back to the Ping zai We use to noe, kks.?
Frens will always around.. Any problem can jus call mi
Anytime, Anywhere.. I'll b always there. =)
After telling mi so much I feel tat..
Things will happen Wen ppl will come & go too..
Take it easy, this is LIFE..
After talking so much..
We wen up to Lan shop.. Everything since to b d same.
Keong still working there..
James, xiao di, kenneth, aloy, yao dao..
After they finish their Dota..
We head to Buangkok Station, Take train to PS..
Once alight saw Tiang Lee..
We meet ed him there.. Den we head to Cathay..
Ticket sold out..
Wen to PS GV to see is there ticket..
Selling Fast.. Got not enough ticket for 14 of us too..
Still got Ping & Xinyi..
Ping wen hm, Heading down to meet us wit Xinyi..
At last we Bought 007 ticket..
Watched 12.05am Movie..
As the movie End All of us wen out to smoke..
Den start to Rain..
OMG, Den no choice No where go..
We take cab back to Hougang. Ave 8 MAC.
They ate As Xiao di was hungry..
Outside is raining.. Den ferrari start to complain wan to go Hm.
Haix, Den he left first..
Den all of us wen outside MAC to smoke..
Dar phone start to ring..
Parent Ask her to go back..
Den We told Cab back Hm..
Reach ed Hm is 5.30am..
Wash Up & wen To bed till now 6pm den wake up sia..

Tmr still hav to work.. Dunno How to wake up in d morning..
Sleep until so late..
Tis few week, I oso Dunno wad happen to me..
Keep Late for work.. Can't wake up in d morning..
Hungry now, Need to go buy dinner cos its 6pm liaox..
Can dearest buy for me.? =)
Wait long long ar.. He Still need to buy for his gf..
Where got time to buy for Me.. =)

Is My Heart Can't Seems To Let Go...
Can You Understand..?

2008-08-10T12:15:00.005+08:00

Boring Sia.. See My pimple so many..
Until :d Acne Medication all over my face..
Princess Sis~Min bf said so funny..
Why not take a pic.. Bo liaox, take..
Can see the Medi in white, Rite.?
My face so Gone sia..
All cos to my itch Hand.. ~lololx..
Whole Day @ Hm since ytd, So boring..
Dont know wana Do wad.?
Whole Hse so empty..

He call-ed mi again in :d morning..
Said Bo liaox things only..
Tell mi He quarrel wit Janice..
Damm Stupid, U quarrel wit her,
Is your problem na.
Tell mi for wad..?
Make mi cry again.. =(
But I reali miss him so much..
See can We meet up tonight..?
I bought something for you..
Although is jus a card but it Means so much..

If You Find You're Going..
In The Wrong Direction...
Remember That You're..
Always Allow U-Turns..

2008-08-09T10:40:00.004+08:00

~Happy National Day..~

Wa, Damm Tired sia..
Sleeping for :d whole night wit good Rest
Cos I Off my Hp.. lololx. =)
jus woke up, Didn't plan to go out today.
Wana stay @ hm play my game
w/o touching it for 4 days.
No $ liaox, Almost spend all my salary..
Pay Hp bills... Buy cigarette..
Top-up Ezlink card.. Aiyo.
Why ppl Muz work Soo hard
To pay so much things sia..??

Whole Family had wen for holiday..
Left mi all alone @ Hm..
Feel Soo lonely see :d whole hse so empty..
w/o noise..
Muz buy present for mi wor..
Enjoy holidays.. love u all.. ~Muackss.

I Didn't pick up ~His call for Days liaox Wor..
Can I still make it.?
Do you know He had been keep calling..
Anyway that's No Point for us to say so much,
Wen aft Talking Nothing Change..
You'll still b: by Janice side..
So I Had decide not to contact anymore..
Mayb wen time Passby We'll still Say "Hello"..
Wen We met on streets...

When Hope is all Gone ...
All I can do is Wait for a..
Miracle...

2008-08-02T18:31:00.003+08:00

Enjoy myself ytd nite watching ~Mummy 3.
~Li Lian Jie so CooL Man..
bUt not reali tat nice, cos no story.
jus wake d mummy den kill Em again..
That its..

Aft tat wen to dragonFly..
Drink too much, I knew..
bUt Thks Fren.. I reali Enjoy..
Although it so tired aft work..
still wen for movie & Fly..

He still @ thailand..
I think he'll b back Today ba..

Actually, I Had Make A Decision..
....A BiG Decision....
I decide tO give up everything..
My family, Hubby..
I'll not pick up HIS Phone Call anymore,
Or meet him anymore..
..PLEASE..
Everyone out there Muz tell mi..
to go all the way till :d end..
I'll make it de, Right..
No matter how many times he call,
Or wad he say to others..

I don wan tO let myself get hurt again & again..
It time fOr mi to protect myself..
from getting anymore HURTx out there..

When Hope is All Gone...
All I Can Do is Only Wait For A
Miracle...............

2008-07-28T15:23:00.004+08:00

In Office.~ gOt nth tO dO..
wAh, ytd wEn tO watch bAtmAn, Damm niCe sia~
eNjOy tOO.. aCC by sO many Of Em..
keAtPeng, SharOn, DArLing, NiGeL.. & sO On..

I sTaRt tO misses HIM iN Office again.~
Saturday We jus mEt isn't it..
sO hapi to hAv dinner tGt On sAt..
I started tO ask bOut ~fion wen having dinner..
He didnt plan tO let ~fion come over tO stay wit mi..
He Said... ~sAd =(

He gg off tO thAiLAnd On wEdnesday sia..
Enjoy :d Holiday =)
WiLL everyThing b: the sAme as :d Past...
bOught sO much things fOr mi wEn you wen fOr holiday...

I reali need tO fill up my mind wEn ever I'm awake.
Or else He'll kEEp appear In My mind..
Everything Had Happens..
How he, left mi alone. ~Crying..
When.?
When Can all tis picture & things gO off frm
my Life & my Mind..

bUt I still wana know..

After tryin So Hard & going through So Much...

Do I still have :d chance tO replace ~HER..

2008-07-24T20:57:00.003+08:00

SICK.. ~Having Fever~
Didn't go for work yesterday..
Today still On MC but wen back to Office.!
Why..?
Don like :d feeling wen not feeling Well..
Keep thinking about need YOU by myside..
So I wen back tO Office fOr work tOday..
Wen I'm hAving Fever keep crying sia..
When U gg tO meet mi ..?
Actually, I misses You so much too..
When I heard tat You told mi..
You misses mi So much too :d tear drop in my heart..
YOU know..?

Raining now sia, jus came back frm Office.
Still having fever but No choice.
Caught :d rain cos raining heavily..
Walao, mOm @ hm got party wit
All her aunts..
Dunno wad time den they go off sia.
Tired, gOtta go sleep earli..
Tmr hav tO gO Office..
Still gOt cAse On my Desk waiting fOr mi tO sumit..

Dar, ~.I feel So bAd.~
Saw your Post, I'M SO SORRY..
I wont put you aeroplane again liaox..
Ke Ai, Don angry, kks.?
I'll meet you Up tis Sunday, kks.?
Treat you lunch Or dinner, kks.?
I Confirm wont put You aeroplane this time..
Ai Ni..

2008-07-18T18:42:00.001+08:00

+ Start blogging again after Changing my blog style..
Never Go fOr wOrk tOday.. Lolol..
6:50PM, @ Hm.. gg oUt sOOn.
meeting ferrari :di & gUanchai :di..
thEy bOth sTarting work @ loR 19 tonight..
Feel sO happy, thEy bOth fOund a jOb..
hAiZz, As fOr mi, still :d sAme..
I decided tO gO fOr counselling..
I reali need someone tO talk tO..
sO gg tO church wit Rac, tis Sun..

If I still dunno hOw tO pUt dOwn tis relatiOnship..
Of Married, hOw cAn I stAnd Up tO tkc of my bAObEi, fiOn..

All Of aLL I reaLi need tO find sOme Time tO meet uP..
siOng.. sit dOwn & taLk abt it..
We cAnt jUs gO On Like tis fOrever..
U cAnnOt b: dunno :d aNs On wad u wan forever..?
I cAn wAit fOr U fOr year's.. bUt fiOn is grOwing..
We hAv tO settle aLL tis..
One dAy, U dunnO abt :d aNs.. I wOnt nOe fiOn is gg tO b: hOw..
shd let hEr stiLL stay wit U..?
or I shaLL bring hEr Over tO stAy wit mi...

+ shd We step On tO file divorce..?

2008-06-17T10:58:00.001+08:00

~nOt fEELiNg wELL.. 12:20PM~since saturday..
I thiNk I aTe smth wrONg..
tiLL jus nOw iN offiCe vOmit & cANt stAnd :d pAiN..
dEn wEn tO cOmpAny clinic..
scOLd by dOc, siCk tiLL liKe tis stiLL cAn cOme wOrk.
gif mi medicine, MC fOr tOdAy & tOmOrrOw..
dOc sAid bEttEr gO bAck & reSt..
sO I wOrk-ed hALf dAy & cAMe bAck hM..
bUt I missEs U, mAyB sIck gOt tat kiNd Of fEEL,
nEEd U bY mysidE.. cAn U mEEt mi tOdAy oR tmR.?
jus fOr awhile, itz enough.. gif mi a-cOr if U cAn make it..
bUt U cant itz OK nA.. hOpE tO gEt wELL sOOn..
dOn wAn tO fEEL sO xiN~kU.. aTe medicine~drowsiness..
gg tO bEd & hAv a gd rEst..

2008-06-16T21:30:00.004+08:00

nOt fEELiNg wELL~sOO siCk..
7:27PM~wAke uP iN :d eVeNiNg ON Saturday, 14 June...

mEEt di(feRaRRi) & kiAtPeNg @ grEEn arOuNd 5PM..
wEn rEAch thErE dArLiNg cHOi fOr mOvie..
wAit fOr eVeryONe gO bACk chAnge dEn wE hEAd tO P.S..
wAtcHiNg ~kUngfU pAndA.. bOught 11 tiCkEt fOr eVeryONe..
~dArLiNg ~dArLiNg bRO verder ~shArOn ~di(feRaRRi) ~kiAtPeNg
~pOh ~nigEL ~sAmuEL:d yAOdAO ~kAiZhANg ~sOh

:d shOw wAs sO niCE ~dAMM fuNNy mAn..
aFt fiNiSh :d shOw wE tAkE NR6 bACk tO grEEn..
aLL Of us pLAy brillard tiLL thEy cLOse..
aS ~dArLiNg briNg hEr brO bAck..
dEn ~mi ~kiAtPeNg ~shArOn ~di(feRaRRi)
~zHiwEi ~kAi jiAn ~mOnkEy ~xiNyi
wEn tO behiNd 684 :d prAtA shOp tO eAt..
sAt thErE tALk & LaUgh tiLL mOrNiNg dEn wEn bAck.. zZz

2008-06-16T20:37:00.001+08:00

08:40AM~jUst cAme bAck..
wEn bOAt*quAy dEn MOS dEn LUneR
dEn wEn bACk bOAt*quAy..
yTd nitE, aLL THANKS tO kOk LEOnG..
wEaRiNg shORt, sO cAnt gO iN..
aFt dRiNkiNg @ bOAt*quAy dEn wEn bACk tO grEEn..
dRiNk AgAin wit kiAtPeNg & di(feRaRRi)..
tOtAL drANk, kiAtPeNg kiP scOLdiNg mi..
dRiNk sO mUcH fOr wAd.?
tiLL nOw mOrNiNg dEn cAmE bAck.. zZz

2008-06-13T12:12:00.001+08:00

In Office~gOt NOThiNg tO dO..
12:14PM~MiSSeS ~U sOO much, I oSo duNNO WHY.?
dOn wAnA thiNk Of sOO much..sOO gg tO MOS aFt wOrk..
tO gEt myseLf drAnk.. -lolol-
~sErEnE gAL: sAid tAt is cOs I LOVe~
U tOO dEEp iNsiDe mY heARt..
~gAL, pLs dOn ask stUpiD Question..
Is bEcOs Of~fiOn dEn I'm tgt wit him, iSSiT.?
NO, As U cAn sEE hOw muCh I LOvE~hiM dEEp iNsiDe mY hEaRt..
I LOvE hiM, sO I wAnA B wit hiM..
iF wE dOn hAv ~fiOn I'll sTiLL LOvE~hiM
As fOr hiM I cAn cOnfirM :d aNs is NO tOO..
hE uSe tO dOte mi sOO much iN :d pAst..
bOught sOO much thiNgs fOr mi wEn OvErsEA..
+.I shOw U :d vALetiNe fLowEr tAt dAy.+
-.I tOLd yOu aBt mY LAst yeAr birThdAy.-
hE dOn hAv tO dOte mi Or bUy sO mAnY thiNgs~Or..
cAre fOr mi, iF cOs Of~fiOn dEn hE B wit mi..
bUt gAL THANKS, I nOe U'll B aLwayS B thErE fOr mi..
wE jUs eNjoY tOniGht, oK.? *iN orDeR tO lEt mi stOp MiSSiNg hiM*
EvErYdAY iN Office i'll stARt tO..
MiSS hiM tiLL I wEn bAck hM.. befOr I sLEEp..
hE use tO sLEEp bEsiDe mi..

whEn cAn aLL the picTure cAme iN mY miNd~gO AwAy fRm mi.?
mAyB wEn tiMe pAss bY..
-driNk As much As I cAn tOniGht..
At leAst I cAn hAv ONEdAy STOP cRyiNg bEfOr I sLEEp..
bUt I sCArE wEn I'm drANk.. I cANt cOntROL..
I'll cALL hiM.. -gAL, U mUz STOP mi nE.-
~di(feRaRRi) yOu gOttO wAke Up & jOin uS @ MOS lATer wOr.
~kOk.LEOng wiLL B jOiNiNg uS tOO..
hOw aBt ~dEsmOnd, ~aH nE thEy aLL.?
thEy nV cOnfirRM wit uS, jOiniNg uS anOt~
tRy tO cOr eM uP AgAiN..
sEE yA aLL..

2008-06-09T00:55:00.002+08:00

~Outing
12:57AM~jUst cAme bAck..
wA, wOke up by kiatPeNg, hE bOmb my hp tis mOrning @ 10:45AM..
sCaRe by him. lololx..anywAy thks fOr wAking mi up..
aFt tAt cHANge, wEn bAck tO serAngOOn tO briNg fiOn..
hAiZ, sAw JANice & siOng sLeepiNg On oUr bEd..
aFt pAckiNg fiOn thiNg we hEAd tO grEEn, mEEt kiAtPeNg..
wEn I rEaCh thErE, ~dArLiNg ~kiAtPeNg ~fEiLONg & sOO On
is thErE liAO.. sOrry fOr my LAteNEss..
wA, kip waiTiNg.. waiT fOr alOysius dEn waiT fOr shArOn..
dEn waiT fOr feRaRRi, AiyO..
dEn wE tAke cAb tO sEntOsA.. kiAtPeNg gif cAbfARe..
whiLe hE waiTing wiN number b:.. lololx.. $23.
dEn wE aLL mEEt @ vivOcity, whiLe ~dArLiNg gO fEtch shArOn..
wE bOught tiCkEt tO tAke tRAm iNtO seNtOsA..
At beAch wE hAd sOO much FUN in sEA wAtEr wit fiOn..
tiLL she feeL sOO cOLd I bOught her tO bAth..
wE hEAd bAck tO vivOcity aTe d: biG burGer..
feRaRRi & mi bOught fiOn bAck tO his hSe..
dEn wE tAke cAb, sENt feRaRRi tO grEEn &..
I cAme bAck hM.. gg tO zZz..
tMr hAv tO wOrk hARd AgAin..

gdnite. THANKS FOR d FUN TODAY..

:d mEmOrieS Of Our hAppy mOments wiLL ALwAys b kept wit Us.!

2008-06-09T00:29:00.001+08:00

-tired-
03:27AM~wEn bUgis jus nOw..
by aCC of ~dArLiNg ~jAmes ~kiatPeNg ~di(guAncAi) ~di(feRRaRi)
~yAOdAO(sAmuEL) ~alOysius & sO On..
abt 11 Of us @ bUgis.. aFt tAt eugeNe(xiAO di) thEy all cAme..
bUt I thiNk I'm :d oNly oNe whiCh reALi wen shOppiNg.. lololx.
bUt kiatPeng oSo bOught a~nice ring wAtch..
I bOught sOO mAny thiNg..
2pAnts fOr office weAr, 1tOp & a pAiR Of priNceSS shOe..
aFt tAt wEn bAck tO his hSe tOOk my LAp &..

pLAyed wit my bAObEi, cOs siOng tOLd mi..
she hAd make sOO much nOise at his hSe..
bUt aFt I wEn Off I cried Outside Of his hSe.. hAiZ.
dEn wEn bAck tO grEEn, hAv a gAme Of billARd wit feRaRRi..
LOss sOO much, LOOk At my tired fAce U'll nOe..
hOw tO pLAy wit him.? lololx.
deN feRaRRi wEn Outside tO taLk tO Ah nE..
which I sAt thErE wAtchiNg kiAtPeNg pLAYing number b:..
uNtiL I oSo dunnO, I fALL AsLeeep..

duNNo hOw LoNg dEn feRaRRi wOke mi up..
Ask mi tO gO bAck, lolol..
we gO tAke cAb & cAme bAck hM.. zZz.
it A tirEd dAy, bUt hAd sOO FUN..
THANKS all Of U..

2008-06-06T00:54:00.001+08:00

~tired~
12:55AM-nOw dEn I gEt tO nOe Office is sOO tired..
thErE is bUndLe Of fiLe fOr mi tO fiNish..
bUt jUs LikE cAnt b fiNish..
everytiMe befOr I fiNish d bUndLe On my hAnd,
d nxt bUndLe Of fiLe wiLL cOme AgAin..
fOreVer thErE is wOrk cAnt :b fiNish..
gOtta gO rEst eArLi,
tMr- thErE is stiLL bUndLe Of fiLe On my desk,
wAitiNg fOr mi tO suMit..
mUz suMit tMr befOr 12nOOn. :+ OMG +:
I reALi hOpe cAn hAv A gd rEst. lolx*
tMr aFt wOrk mUz gO mEEt~dArLiNg..
cOr-ed mi aFt wOrk jUs nOw bUt I'm tOO tiRed..
tO gO aLL d: wAy tO mEEt up.
sOO tMr mUz mEEt U up, :k.?
sOO I'll sEEya tMr @ grEEn..
I'll cOr U up nA, :K.? :c) lOveya<3

2008-06-04T20:32:00.002+08:00

FeeL d TrUe~bLOg alife..
8:35PM~kiAtpeNg, thAnks fOr d crab tAt day..
stiLL hAveN THANKS U nA..

~jAmes, U better ApOLOgise. thOse wOrds HURTx..
-wEn d pErsOn LOVE U, nO mAtter hOw bAd UrE,
he'll stiLL LOVE U..
wEn d pErsOn dOn LOVE U, nO mAtter hOw gOOd UrE,
he'll nv LOVE U AgAin..-
i shd nOt hAd scAre U, wEn U sAw my teArs drOp infrOnt Of U,

everyOne STOP everythiNg fOr 2 secOnd..

~yiwEi stiLL eAting hALfwAy, LOLx.
sOrry, bUt thOse wOrds gO strAight intO my heArt..
the nXt dAy I'm LAte fOr work -cOs- befOr I sleep-kEEpiNg cryiNg.
AnywAy I shd THANKs U, mAke mi pAinfUL..
bUt iN d sAme tiMe, U mAke mi strOnger..

THANKs eveRyOne ~dArLiNg(adOrAbLe) ~yAOdAO(sAmuEL)
~di(feRRaRi) ~di(guAnCAi) ~jAmes ~kiatPeng ~mOnkey ~yiwEi
~xiAOpAng ~xiAOdi(eugEnE) ~kAiJiAn(extiNct) ~shArOn
d mEmOrieS Of Our hAppy mOments wiLL ALwAys b kept wit Us.!
:x lOveya<3

2008-05-30T12:50:00.007+08:00

~HORRIGIBLE~
01:07PM-HEY, WHOEVER SHIT OUT THERE..
AFT VIEWING MY BLOG WANA CALL MY FONE & FUCK MI UP..
PLS GET FAR AWAY FRM MI & DON EVER VIEW MY BLOG AGAIN..

U wAnA view my blog
-is Ur problem-dOnever aft viewing my pOst & FUCK MI UP..
I wAnA pOst anything On my blOg is-MY FREEDOM..
I'm the One who create tis blOg, PLS..
wAd U wAnA dO wit ur Own Acc Or website is ur own problem oSo..
U gOt nO rite tO FUCK MI UP AFT VIEWING MY BLOG..
sO horrigible.. I'm SORRy for sO rUde..
I nOe tAt's tOO much *FU* -LOL-

bUt U shd nOe hOw Angry I'M..
ONE HORRIGIBLE PERSON aft viewing my blog cor mi up..
& FUCK mi up..
-I HAD chOse tO LEAVE the world of bOth of U..
cAn U bOth jus LEAVE MI ALONE FRM NOW ON..
LOL-I hAd fOund A Admin job-which is gg tO stArt wOrk On 1stJune..
I dOn wAn any of U tO cOr up & make my MOOD SWING..
wAd if I'M wOrking, cOs of tAt cOr +I cant wOrk..
sO NO, whOever wAnA view is ur own problem..
frm nOw On I'M NOT ANSING UR COR ANYMORE..

U'RE TOO HORRIGIBLE..
mAke it cleAr, I'M STILL YOUR WIFE BY LAW..
U gOt nO rite tO cOr Mi up & FUCK MI UP..
BECOS UR GF JUS FUCK U UP, aft viewing my bLOg..
I DunnO wAd're U dOing..
Hurtx sO much, becOs of your GAL FREN outside..
U cAn cOr ur wife up & FUCK her..

WHO WILL DO THAT.?
-BECOS OF YOUR GF OUTSIDE & COR UP UR WIFE & FUCK HER-
mAke it clear Ur gf outside is ONLY ur GF..
BY LAW I'M still standing on the place-YOUR WIFE..
UNTIL the day we both sign on the DIVORCE PAPER..

2008-05-29T13:04:00.002+08:00

~step wrOng..
01:05PM~ytd I weN back yOur hse is tO bring fiOn only..
bUt why did I dOne smth wrOng..
I shd hAd push U AwAy, U muz nOe U're still wit JAnice..
we shd nOt hAd dOne tAt it will hurtx JAnice..
I'm sO angry abt myself & U..
still remember U prOmise mi, wen we gOt Our new rOOm..
nO mAtter hOw hArd U plAy Outside..
U wOnt bring anygal bAck hm & dO tAt On Our bed..
tAt is only yours & my bed~shOw sOme respect tO anOther..
bUt U breAk yOur prOmise strAight AwAy aft the dAy I left..
the feel is sO SUCK aft I get tO nOe tAt..
cOs On the sAme bed U dOne it~wit JAnice..
bUt anywAy U still didn't tell mi wAd U wAn..
wE shd nOt dO tAt..
if U keep eAting bOth side it will Only hurtx bOth Of us..
JAnice & mi..
siOng, PLEASE "I STILL LOVE U NOW"..
dOn dO tAt..
tis will make mi feel like leaving U & nOt tO meet U up..
~anymOre.. Or pick up yOur cAll..

2008-05-28T15:48:00.002+08:00

mood Swing..
03:49PM~wAd is happeNiNg.?
jAnice, he told mi, u sAw my blOg..
sOrry, I wrOte quite mAny thiNgs tAt hurtz U..
iN the first plAce, wAn mi tO wAit fOr everythiNg tO b Over..
I'm the One whO chOse tO leAve the wOrld of U bOth..
cOs I'm tOO pAinfUl iN tis mAtter..
sO nO mAtter hOw hArd fOr mi, live On hAppily tgt..
I HAD LEFT, nO mAtter will I b bAck aft U both eNd..
nOw U bOth Are still in LOVE sO All U need tO dO is..
~live On happily tgt..
cOs I'm the One who chOse tO leAve..
bUt U gOttA nOe befOr dAt dAy..
we're still HUSBAND & WIFE by lAw..
& U shd nOe we hAv a lil bAobei betweeN us..
All tis cAn b chAnge..
she is AlwAys xiOng & my.. bAobei..
dOn tell mi, xiOng wAn mi bAck.. did U heArd tis fRm him.? NO..
STOP pushing him, let him make his Own decision..
bUt I'm still standing the plAce As his wife~by lAw..
bUt wheN the day cOme, U cAn stAnd iN the plAce..
I'll let it be.. he didn't wAnA let U go..
why Are U keep pushing him off..
jus like he dOn wAnA sign the pAper..
I didn't wAnA force him tO dO tAt..
lAst, nO One cAn destrOy Our fAmily..
Other den Our Ownself..
tkc..

2008-05-24T13:10:00.001+08:00

sOO lOst.?
01:10PM~bAck hm ytd~nite..
finish it, As U said.? why kip calling mi iN e mider of the night..
wen U're At 97 wit jAnice & Andy they All..
it's nOt I dOn wAnA Ans, I'm sleepiNg..
if I pick up oso dunno wAnA sAy wAd tO U..
As wAd we hAd talk thROugh..
it sOO cleAr tAt everythiNg meAnt tO be tis wAy..
this is wAd U wAn isn't it..
ActuAlly, I'm sOO sOrry..
shouldn't hAd left U iN tis wAy..
bUt I reAli hOpe U can understAnd my feel..
stAnd in my shOe & thiNk fOr mi..
if eNd up U still wAnA blAme mi fOr leAving..
it nOt yOur fAult..
lAst, I reAli hOpe tAt~u cAn live On hAppily.. wit jAnice..
bless U bOth..
As fOr fiOn give mi sOmetimes, I'll fetch her bAck AsA I cAn..
tAke gd cAre..

2008-05-22T16:41:00.003+08:00

SOrry hUbby..
04:42PM~I bUrN OUr mArried riNg & teAr OUr phOtO..
I prOmise nOt tO dO thAt aGain..
bUt I dOn wAn empty prOmise aGain wOr..
let us cOunt dOwn tOdAy~22 May tO 05 Jun. 2weeks..
bUt I feel bAd fOr her cOs ytd nite U slept wit her..
I reAli miNd.. U hAd plAy tOO fAr by slept wit her..
den hOw aRe U gg tO tell her abt tAt..
she thiNk tAt we'll divOrce & willing tO tkc Of fiOn fOr U..
R U willing tO give up..
it hArd tO find anOther One whO willing tO dO all tis fOr U de..
as U said she treAt U sOO gd tOO..
did U thiNk abt the cOrrect aNs iN yOur miNd liaO.?
I LOVE U, I dOn waNNa lOss U.. bUt hOw abt her.?
did we dO sOmethiNg wrOng by huRting her.?
bUt iN e first plAce she sHd nOe U hAv a fAmily..
will U tell her :d true tAt..
U wOnt giVe up yOur family becOs Of her.?
hOpe she will be the veRy lAst~One betweeN us..
cAn U prOmise, 老公.?
bUt AlwAys remember nO mAtter hOw hArd U plAy..
I'm AlwAys arOund U..
& mUz nOe hOw tO cOme bAck tO your 老婆..

2008-05-21T12:12:00.002+08:00

Trust.?
12:13PM~As U said.. U didn't bOther ~jAnice aNymOre..
shd I believe.? why M I keep pushing U AwAy tO ~her..
cOs I dOn wAnnA get e sAme Ans AgAin..
As U tOld mi, U're nOt gg tO give uP ~jAnice cOs of mi..
sO I wAn U tO treAt her nicely.. Ok.?
if I fOrce U tO b wit mi jus cOs we hAd a family & fiOn..
it tOO selfish.. it'll b hArd fOr mi & U fOr futUre life..
if we cAn liVe On tGt..
I wAn it tO b happliy liKe the tiMe wEn fiOn is bOrn..
I still LOVE U as much sO I wAn U tO liVe On happily..
if gOt tiMe gO meet~jAnice, k.?
U hAd nOt been meeting her fOr quite few days liAo..
As U sAid, bUt duNNo isit TRUE..?
bleSS...

2008-05-19T20:42:00.004+08:00

Lost~..
8:43PM~I'm sOO useless..
nOw then I nOe eveRythiNg it's all a lied..
I dOn need aNymORe pROmise..
I wOnt b tAt stUpid aGain tO let myself sOO pAinfUl Once aGain..
as I tOld U befOr wheN U fOuNd a betteR oNe fOr yOurseLf..
I'll lEt U go & bleSS bOth of U -deeP iN mY heArt..
bUt still dOn reAli unDerstAnd mYself..
+ wHy I giVe iN sOO much yet I still get this eNding..
wAd shd I dO.? beiNg pAmper liKe a pRinceSS &
giVe iN wAdeveR I cAn,
all mY bEst to chAnge eveRythiNg jUs fOr U..
eveRythiNg eNd uP e sAme.. sOO useless liViNg iN tiS woRld..
I need sOme peAcefUl nOw, need tO thiNk bAck..
wAd M I gg liVing oN wit fRm 18 MAY, 2008. oNwaRds..
is theRe anytHiNg wORth fOr mi tO liVe oN wit myliFe..
siOng~ PLEASE dOn hUrt oNe mOre peRsOn iN tiS mAtter..
sinCe U LOVE ~ jAnice sOO mUch..
by the wORds U cAn't giVeUp ~jAnice
cOs of mi+yOur wiFe..-EX-
*deN PLEASE, treAt ~ jAnice all the beSt U cAn..
dOn ever let oNe mOre peRsOn tO
keep wAitiNg & wAitiNg eveRydAy..
fOr nOthiNg, If U cAn't treAt ~ jAnice all the beSt U cAn..
dOn giVe hOpe..
it will hUrtZ sOO mUch.. *jUs liKe mY feeliNg nOw*
~hOpe U uNderstAnd~
lAst- I'll nv regRet I cAn becOme yOur wiFe..
thAnks, sOO mUch fOr the eveRythiNg U givEn tO mi..
fRm-09 JAN, 2005. tO-18 MAY, 2008.
hOpe we'll met aGain nXt liFe & becOme HUSBAND & wife
oNce aGain..

2008-05-15T08:09:00.004+08:00

SAd~cried..
8:26AM~bUt deAr hAd sAid "sOrry".~slePt like Pig AgAin..
PrOmise nOt tO dO thAt AgAin..
dOn fOrget wAd U hAd prOmise mi hOr..
dOn get yOUrself drAnk AgAin wOr..
I need tO sAy sOrry tOO.. dOn wAn tO stress yOu OsO..
bUt U hAd been gg oUt fOr eVerydAy..
~I reAli wish U cAn spend sOme time On mi..
All yOur time~sleePing, wen oUt..
+. tOnight will U stAy At hm & Acc mi..? .+

2008-05-14T07:25:00.013+08:00

TOdAy~EverytHiNg is tHe sAme..
7:27AM~deAr jUst cAme bAck, oNce reAch hOme~slePt like Pig..
bUt bOUgHt wANtOn mee fOr mi. tHks deAr..
bUt I hAd Ate delifrAnce~mOm bOUgHt..
lAter On theN I eAt mee.
xiAO fAt~ferrAri ytd messAge mi, wAn ask mi gO wAlk On sAt.
gOt Ask deAr AlOng bUt dOn wAn.. sAid cOr mi AgAin On fridAy.
see yA deN..