.ferena-jia

09 Dec 1984
Sagittarius
Wife Of Shen GuoXiong
Mother Of Fion Girl Shen Hui'En &
Alicia Baby Shen Jing'En
Likes: Happy go lucky, cOffeE, cOrN, Internet and Sleep.
Dislikes: Hypocrite, Slut, Dishonest, Clowns, Scary stuff, Idiots.
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Friday, May 30

~HORRIGIBLE~
01:07PM-HEY, WHOEVER SHIT OUT THERE..
AFT VIEWING MY BLOG WANA CALL MY FONE & FUCK MI UP..
PLS GET FAR AWAY FRM MI & DON EVER VIEW MY BLOG AGAIN..

U wAnA view my blog
-is Ur problem-dOnever aft viewing my pOst & FUCK MI UP..
I wAnA pOst anything On my blOg is-MY FREEDOM..
I'm the One who create tis blOg, PLS..
wAd U wAnA dO wit ur Own Acc Or website is ur own problem oSo..
U gOt nO rite tO FUCK MI UP AFT VIEWING MY BLOG..
sO horrigible.. I'm SORRy for sO rUde..
I nOe tAt's tOO much *FU* -LOL-

bUt U shd nOe hOw Angry I'M..
ONE HORRIGIBLE PERSON aft viewing my blog cor mi up..
& FUCK mi up..
-I HAD chOse tO LEAVE the world of bOth of U..
cAn U bOth jus LEAVE MI ALONE FRM NOW ON..
LOL-I hAd fOund A Admin job-which is gg tO stArt wOrk On 1stJune..
I dOn wAn any of U tO cOr up & make my MOOD SWING..
wAd if I'M wOrking, cOs of tAt cOr +I cant wOrk..
sO NO, whOever wAnA view is ur own problem..
frm nOw On I'M NOT ANSING UR COR ANYMORE..

U'RE TOO HORRIGIBLE..
mAke it cleAr, I'M STILL YOUR WIFE BY LAW..
U gOt nO rite tO cOr Mi up & FUCK MI UP..
BECOS UR GF JUS FUCK U UP, aft viewing my bLOg..
I DunnO wAd're U dOing..
Hurtx sO much, becOs of your GAL FREN outside..
U cAn cOr ur wife up & FUCK her..

WHO WILL DO THAT.?
-BECOS OF YOUR GF OUTSIDE & COR UP UR WIFE & FUCK HER-
mAke it clear Ur gf outside is ONLY ur GF..
BY LAW I'M still standing on the place-YOUR WIFE..
UNTIL the day we both sign on the DIVORCE PAPER..


♥ 佳上
@Friday, May 30, 2008




Thursday, May 29

~step wrOng..
01:05PM~ytd I weN back yOur hse is tO bring fiOn only..
bUt why did I dOne smth wrOng..
I shd hAd push U AwAy, U muz nOe U're still wit JAnice..
we shd nOt hAd dOne tAt it will hurtx JAnice..
I'm sO angry abt myself & U..
still remember U prOmise mi, wen we gOt Our new rOOm..
nO mAtter hOw hArd U plAy Outside..
U wOnt bring anygal bAck hm & dO tAt On Our bed..
tAt is only yours & my bed~shOw sOme respect tO anOther..
bUt U breAk yOur prOmise strAight AwAy aft the dAy I left..
the feel is sO SUCK aft I get tO nOe tAt..
cOs On the sAme bed U dOne it~wit JAnice..
bUt anywAy U still didn't tell mi wAd U wAn..
wE shd nOt dO tAt..
if U keep eAting bOth side it will Only hurtx bOth Of us..
JAnice & mi..
siOng, PLEASE "I STILL LOVE U NOW"..
dOn dO tAt..
tis will make mi feel like leaving U & nOt tO meet U up..
~anymOre.. Or pick up yOur cAll..

♥ 佳上
@Thursday, May 29, 2008




Wednesday, May 28

mood Swing..
03:49PM~wAd is happeNiNg.?
jAnice, he told mi, u sAw my blOg..
sOrry, I wrOte quite mAny thiNgs tAt hurtz U..
iN the first plAce, wAn mi tO wAit fOr everythiNg tO b Over..
I'm the One whO chOse tO leAve the wOrld of U bOth..
cOs I'm tOO pAinfUl iN tis mAtter..
sO nO mAtter hOw hArd fOr mi, live On hAppily tgt..
I HAD LEFT, nO mAtter will I b bAck aft U both eNd..
nOw U bOth Are still in LOVE sO All U need tO dO is..
~live On happily tgt..
cOs I'm the One who chOse tO leAve..
bUt U gOttA nOe befOr dAt dAy..
we're still HUSBAND & WIFE by lAw..
& U shd nOe we hAv a lil bAobei betweeN us..
All tis cAn b chAnge..
she is AlwAys xiOng & my.. bAobei..
dOn tell mi, xiOng wAn mi bAck.. did U heArd tis fRm him.? NO..
STOP pushing him, let him make his Own decision..
bUt I'm still standing the plAce As his wife~by lAw..
bUt wheN the day cOme, U cAn stAnd iN the plAce..
I'll let it be.. he didn't wAnA let U go..
why Are U keep pushing him off..
jus like he dOn wAnA sign the pAper..
I didn't wAnA force him tO dO tAt..
lAst, nO One cAn destrOy Our fAmily..
Other den Our Ownself..
tkc..

♥ 佳上
@Wednesday, May 28, 2008




Saturday, May 24

sOO lOst.?
01:10PM~bAck hm ytd~nite..
finish it, As U said.? why kip calling mi iN e mider of the night..
wen U're At 97 wit jAnice & Andy they All..
it's nOt I dOn wAnA Ans, I'm sleepiNg..
if I pick up oso dunno wAnA sAy wAd tO U..
As wAd we hAd talk thROugh..
it sOO cleAr tAt everythiNg meAnt tO be tis wAy..
this is wAd U wAn isn't it..
ActuAlly, I'm sOO sOrry..
shouldn't hAd left U iN tis wAy..
bUt I reAli hOpe U can understAnd my feel..
stAnd in my shOe & thiNk fOr mi..
if eNd up U still wAnA blAme mi fOr leAving..
it nOt yOur fAult..
lAst, I reAli hOpe tAt~u cAn live On hAppily.. wit jAnice..
bless U bOth..
As fOr fiOn give mi sOmetimes, I'll fetch her bAck AsA I cAn..
tAke gd cAre..


♥ 佳上
@Saturday, May 24, 2008




Thursday, May 22

SOrry hUbby..
04:42PM~I bUrN OUr mArried riNg & teAr OUr phOtO..
I prOmise nOt tO dO thAt aGain..
bUt I dOn wAn empty prOmise aGain wOr..
let us cOunt dOwn tOdAy~22 May tO 05 Jun. 2weeks..
bUt I feel bAd fOr her cOs ytd nite U slept wit her..
I reAli miNd.. U hAd plAy tOO fAr by slept wit her..
den hOw aRe U gg tO tell her abt tAt..
she thiNk tAt we'll divOrce & willing tO tkc Of fiOn fOr U..
R U willing tO give up..
it hArd tO find anOther One whO willing tO dO all tis fOr U de..
as U said she treAt U sOO gd tOO..
did U thiNk abt the cOrrect aNs iN yOur miNd liaO.?
I LOVE U, I dOn waNNa lOss U.. bUt hOw abt her.?
did we dO sOmethiNg wrOng by huRting her.?
bUt iN e first plAce she sHd nOe U hAv a fAmily..
will U tell her :d true tAt..
U wOnt giVe up yOur family becOs Of her.?
hOpe she will be the veRy lAst~One betweeN us..
cAn U prOmise, 老公.?
bUt AlwAys remember nO mAtter hOw hArd U plAy..

I'm AlwAys arOund U..
& mUz nOe hOw tO cOme bAck tO your 老婆..


♥ 佳上
@Thursday, May 22, 2008




Wednesday, May 21

Trust.?
12:13PM~As U said.. U didn't bOther ~jAnice aNymOre..
shd I believe.? why M I keep pushing U AwAy tO ~her..
cOs I dOn wAnnA get e sAme Ans AgAin..
As U tOld mi, U're nOt gg tO give uP ~jAnice cOs of mi..
sO I wAn U tO treAt her nicely.. Ok.?
if I fOrce U tO b wit mi jus cOs we hAd a family & fiOn..
it tOO selfish.. it'll b hArd fOr mi & U fOr futUre life..
if we cAn liVe On tGt..
I wAn it tO b happliy liKe the tiMe wEn fiOn is bOrn..
I still LOVE U as much sO I wAn U tO liVe On happily..
if gOt tiMe gO meet~jAnice, k.?
U hAd nOt been meeting her fOr quite few days liAo..
As U sAid, bUt duNNo isit TRUE..?
bleSS...


♥ 佳上
@Wednesday, May 21, 2008




Monday, May 19

Lost~..
8:43PM~I'm sOO useless..
nOw then I nOe eveRythiNg it's all a lied..
I dOn need aNymORe pROmise..
I wOnt b tAt stUpid aGain tO let myself sOO pAinfUl Once aGain..
as I tOld U befOr wheN U fOuNd a betteR oNe fOr yOurseLf..
I'll lEt U go & bleSS bOth of U -deeP iN mY heArt..
bUt still dOn reAli unDerstAnd mYself..
+ wHy I giVe iN sOO much yet I still get this eNding..
wAd shd I dO.? beiNg pAmper liKe a pRinceSS &
giVe iN wAdeveR I cAn,

all mY bEst to chAnge eveRythiNg jUs fOr U..
eveRythiNg eNd uP e sAme.. sOO useless liViNg iN tiS woRld..
I need sOme peAcefUl nOw, need tO thiNk bAck..
wAd M I gg liVing oN wit fRm 18 MAY, 2008. oNwaRds..
is theRe anytHiNg wORth fOr mi tO liVe oN wit myliFe..
siOng~ PLEASE dOn hUrt oNe mOre peRsOn iN tiS mAtter..
sinCe U LOVE ~ jAnice sOO mUch..

by the wORds U cAn't giVeUp ~jAnice
cOs of mi+yOur wiFe..-EX-

*deN PLEASE, treAt ~ jAnice all the beSt U cAn..
dOn ever let oNe mOre peRsOn tO

keep wAitiNg & wAitiNg eveRydAy..
fOr nOthiNg, If U cAn't treAt ~ jAnice all the beSt U cAn..

dOn giVe hOpe..
it will hUrtZ sOO mUch.. *jUs liKe mY feeliNg nOw*
~hOpe U uNderstAnd~
lAst- I'll nv regRet I cAn becOme yOur wiFe..
thAnks, sOO mUch fOr the eveRythiNg U givEn tO mi..
fRm-09 JAN, 2005. tO-18 MAY, 2008.
hOpe we'll met aGain nXt liFe & becOme HUSBAND & wife

oNce aGain..






♥ 佳上
@Monday, May 19, 2008




Thursday, May 15

SAd~cried..
8:26AM~bUt deAr hAd sAid "sOrry".~slePt like Pig AgAin..
PrOmise nOt tO dO thAt AgAin..
dOn fOrget wAd U hAd prOmise mi hOr..
dOn get yOUrself drAnk AgAin wOr..
I need tO sAy sOrry tOO.. dOn wAn tO stress yOu OsO..
bUt U hAd been gg oUt fOr eVerydAy..
~I reAli wish U cAn spend sOme time On mi..
All yOur time~sleePing, wen oUt..
+. tOnight will U stAy At hm & Acc mi..? .+


♥ 佳上
@Thursday, May 15, 2008




Wednesday, May 14


TOdAy~EverytHiNg is tHe sAme..
7:27AM~deAr jUst cAme bAck, oNce reAch hOme~slePt like Pig..
bUt bOUgHt wANtOn mee fOr mi. tHks deAr..
bUt I hAd Ate delifrAnce~mOm bOUgHt..
lAter On theN I eAt mee.
xiAO fAt~ferrAri ytd messAge mi, wAn ask mi gO wAlk On sAt.
gOt Ask deAr AlOng bUt dOn wAn.. sAid cOr mi AgAin On fridAy.
see yA deN..


♥ 佳上
@Wednesday, May 14, 2008